My email to Jody

This is what happening to me lately.....


Hallo Jody!

Ya... long time no talk eh! I told you I was going to email you before Im sorry I haven't done it! Ya.. I saw your pix at facebook in spain. lovely pix! when did you go to spain? Wow... u're gettting married there? awesome... are you thinking to move there? THat's good that you've been reading the gospel of John.. after that you can continue to read the other books of New Testament. =)

well about me Im doing ok.. the school is finished.. I just have to take 2 exams this week and 1 exam next week. Pray 4 me! hehe... well lately I haven't been doing that so great. Like I told before when you become a christian it doesn't mean the trials,problems & persecution will go away. While we're still here on earth there are times that we're still going to experrience it. And with those time its hard to get closer with God. I've been feeling depressed lately and other stuff that going with my life well I dont talk about it. During those times I didn't pray & read the bible and I haven't been to church for 3 weeks. Yes it has been going on for 3 weeks... well I'd say that I did choose that too coz as a christian we shouldn't listen to our feelings but trust His words. Yes.. I did listen to that feeling of laziness and emotional things and the reason that I haven't felt closer to God. right now I'd say Im doing ok.. Im starting to get back in tract again. =) Like what the bible say if you feel that God is very far from you.. It wasn't him who moved away but it's us.

So I just thank God He's always there for me in times of troubles and problems. And no matter what happened I can always count on Him.

Anyway too much drama now eh.. lol Did I tell you that I applied for Maters Commission that's kinda bible school in CA USA. Im just waiting for their answer so hopefully I'll move to CA this sept. and I'll going to live there for a year. This summer Im just going to work.. and dont yet if Im going to go anywhere for a vac.

Did you get a bible now? Im so happy for you that everything is doing well for you and family =) Keep it up gurl!

If you have any questions about the bible you can just go to this site http://www.gotquestions.org/ and just type on the search thing there anything u wanna ask them. This site is very awesome and it helped me alot too!

Keep in touch gurl.. and I'll keep praying for you! Luv ya..

Prophecied about me

We had a bible study at friday evening and it was Ptr Leo who preached.
He has a gift of prophecy. After he preached he prayed to each one of us.

First this is what he said last year when he was here

" God is going to promote u... He's gonna asnwer all your prayers. You're gonna be excellent and people are gonna wonder " why are you so excellent ?"

This is what he said about me last friday bible study .....

" I see that You have a gift to touch people lives.. when you talk to them ..they come to you or they open up to you. Forget the past , mistakes or failures... let them go.. You are a person that when someone hurt you... it really hurt u deep inside.. But you have already forgiven everyone but you should learn to forgive yourself too!
I see a mother... I dont know what you're relationship with her. " you have insecurity & dont compare yourself to others" ..

he said something about dreams & achivement too.
but I can't remember about what he meant about dreams or achivement...

and last he said ...and You're worried about your love life! lol
he said too " you did or going to cry out to God "
I dont know if he said about lovelife.." Just wait and it will be the best!

About that prophecy....

its mostly true! lol
ok.. the truth is I've done a mistakes or failures or sins at the past and I did cry out to GOd about that!
when he said..You have a gift to touch people lives.. when you talk to them ..they come to you or they open up to you... I think that's about when I tell people about Jesus.
and about the mother relationship.... ya.. the other day before the bible study I had an argument with her.. and yesterday too.. and we both hurt each other..'

He actually profecied to my mom & sis too , my mom's friend and when I heard it.. they all true too!

Well the thing about it I should stay strong with the Word and rely more to God! and fully trust him!

Another weird dream about a guy that I dont even know!

Last night I dreamt about this boy . I think I was in the Philippines because I was familiar with the place and I can definitely tell that it was from there.About this guy well.. he became my BF but I dont know who is this boy at my dreamt. This guy is not a christian. From what I remember from this dreamt was there was another gurl too which is involve to this guy. And I think too that this guy is a chickboy yes... a play boy who wants to play with gurls. The weird thing about this dreamt is when he became my BF though I already know he's a play boy and jerk I still like him.

Another weird thing is because I like or love him I was very blind at him. Ya.. The things that he's doing wrong I dont see it. I was just ignoring them. And the thing that I won't forget on this dreamt was I was having a physically involve with this guy. Not really sexually but I can see that it was getting there. Because when I woke me & this guy were about to kiss each other! lol...

well the thing is I think this dreamt is a warning for me because Im going to Philippines soon and I might meet a guy there! lol.. And yes... I should be wise when dating a non christian. That its not really wise to do. About being sexual purity .. yes be careful when dating non christian..

Oh ya about that dreamt and I can see that Im on the way to have sexually involve with this guy.. well " I can really sure and swear that this will never gonna happen in reality " hehe Yes.. I have fear with God and that's the only gift that I can give to my future hubby. :-)